2003-06-25 at 5:49 p.m.
all around the mulburry bush
im not going to give in , im not going to give in..........my not-having-female-company response is almost kicking in enough to where i want to call this girl Trish ( you all know the one) causer she keeps emailign me that she misses me and wants to see me and ITS NICE TO BE MISSED but ugh....i dont want to go through all the bullshit i know id have to go through...so im not going to call her *crosses fingers and slams them with a hammer as not to dial the phone ever again*....
...i just wish i had someone to cuddle with.
.....ive worked from 5 am until about just now. i had a break so i figured i go online and update for a bit...on the ship...no AIM on the ship :(
its now almost 6 pm (Pacific Time) and tomrrow is Crissy's birthday , i shall call her and wish her a happy birthday.....i woudl've called Vanessa and wished her a happy one but she seems to not be in the state of Florida AND she left Rhya with her grandmother while her and her new baby and her husband went to Oklahoma ( i think thats quite irresponsible).
so tired. time to take a shower and pass the f*ck out.
ps- yay i have 15 freinds on friendster, i feel so loved.