2003-06-13 at 11:13 p.m.
i am jack's complete lack of emotion.
well, i say the date went well.she says differently. the analogy that was like i am gum under her shoe.annoying and clingy.which i wasn't and am not.am i really that bad? when am i going to be albe to find a nice girl who enjoys spending time with me. also, aparently i have poor people skills which totally baffles me.as this is the first time i have been told this. anyone out there feel like i have poor people skills...that god i have this page so i can vent. we watched Fight Club and she laughed, she picked it out to watch. it was that OR The Dark Crystal or Legend. all 3 she had never seen before,maybe i need someone who has something in common with me besides the fact we have 2 arms and breath,i mean. DEAR GOD.
ok. so we watch it and she laughs , but i was told later on she really didnt like it and didnt understand it.
to coin a phrase - "i am jack's complete lack of understanding"
oh. i found someone to buy my car.and my freinds are going to X-fest out here on sunday (staind is headlining so imma be by myself)
we are going out to sea from July 28th until Aug 18th) then we'll be in for 4 or 5 weeks.....I THINK I GET TO SEE YOU NEJIFER :)
and apparently im still working for almost nothing. a whole 198$ the navy paid me for this 2 weeks.50 of which was automatically deducted from my acct.which means i can't get a new phone like i wanted. i think ill try and work something out with my grandmother.
whew.hmmm.....im gonna go now, i saw dumb and dumbererer this evening and it wasn't very good. as i gorge myself on Chex Trail mix and Lipton's Brisk Iced Tea.fat fat fat. at least im still not smoking
love you all
me.